So that helped—the last post. Astonishingly so. I know exactly what I am angry about and who I am angry about it for, and the clarity of it is just delightful.

I am angry at Yuri for creating the life he did for Natalya and I. I am angry at Natalya for thinking that risking her life was an option. It was her life to risk, but I am still angry about it.

It’s hard to be angry at Natalya, but it was harder when it was vague and unclear and I couldn’t sort out the reason for it except that she’s dead and it’s natural that we feel angry as a part of the grieving process.

Anyway, thanks for listening. At least one thing is a bit sorted.


One thought on “Better

  1. Cat's Meow April 2, 2015 / 6:15 pm

    Glad to listen. At least I can do that.

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