Natalya’s Plan A

I don’t know why it hit me today, but it did.

This is my Plan B, but it is Natalya’s Plan A. My Plan A was a really nice bonus in her mind. It was a wonderful idea, but more than could probably be realistically expected. This might be true because she was older and wiser than me, and she understood her world much better than I did.

My Plan A was that we got out together.

Her Plan A was that I got out.

Every day I am alive and safe and unharmed by anyone physically or emotionally is another successful day for her. It is excruciating for me, but she is as happy as a cat with fish bits still stuck in her whiskers.


3 thoughts on “Natalya’s Plan A

  1. Herself January 27, 2015 / 12:19 am

    The fishy whiskers promise it isn’t over yet; still more goodness to come 🙂

  2. michelleatplay January 27, 2015 / 8:37 am

    I wish everyone had someone who loved them like that. It would be a much better world.

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